Svea

How do I know that I am right, I do not want to walk the same road again .. Do not want to be kept at the same level in ten years. Would need a wishing star that can help me do them right choices. How would you do if you are completely empty? I may not be innocent the whole time but I am not alone. My luck starts to run away from me. I would like to go my way, but something stops me. Wake up screaming, it's always the same ..
I want to feel safe and not shut me out.
What I want does not exist in reality, I want to help others.